though i wanted it for so long, having it finally happen doesn't make goodbyes any easier.
i've griped about what a rut of a job i have in many of my previous posts. now, i am given the opportunity to move on and hopefully move up too.
but still i get all teary eyed thinking about leaving the friends i've worked with for so long. i know i should leave but still it's hard to. even with my previous jobs i've haven't felt this much sadness about leaving as i do now. maybe during those instances, it was really time for me to leave.
now, it surprises me how sensitive i feel about leaving. like i can't stop crying about it.
but i know i have to make a move now before i'm too "old" to considered a prime candidate for employment. i have to get settled. and hopefully this new job is THE ONE.
so ya, i have a new job. i'll be starting on July 25. yay me!